Ho Hum.

food today:

2.5 slices of pizza and salad-300
half a pint of bitter-90
some crisps and nuts-100
ice cream-200
chocolate-200
apricots-200
vegetable stew-300

1400. and walking. I suppose it could be more.

I need to do some work today. I won't probably unless it's creative writing. I wanted today to dance with him and then nestle into him; though he can be cruel. I just remember that he's let me and only me under his jacket, so he trusts me; and I adore that about him, though there's so much that irritates and angers me with him too. He feels so safe, but really he isn't.

I thought of her today driving home. She wouldn't feel so safe to collapse into; she's the sort that I'd want to cover with soft warm things and to hold close. To stroke her hair and tell her I'll always be here. She's such a pretty carved elfin beauty.