I didn't get a good part this term in the theatre. This is my last term and I wanted to finish on a high; the play I'm in isn't even that good, and I feel really desperate about it. I could retract my acting but I know the director really well and I don't want it to be awkward. I feel so trapped, in my house, in this play, in waiting for results that could very well be awful, in everything and it's making me really nervous. I don't want to sacrifice my degree for it.
The sickening thing is that a few really good actresses didn't audition, it's a student theatre, and I still didn't get the part I wanted. I feel shit. Utterly shit. I feel sick to my stomach.
Trapped trapped trapped. And all I want is for a way out, or for it to get better, but I don't know how. I feel terrible.
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