And Little Bird

Who I think I am clinging too much towards. But I need someone that doesn't hate me and that isn't disappointed in me, and that doesn't see me as a massive failure.

I hate feeling like I've failed, and that I'm mediocre.

I hate being in this skin. 10st 4, and nothing to show for myself that rises me up.

She cried the other day because her friends are horrible to her and she felt she had to go out with them, so I went to her and held her in a bathroom stall, but I don't think it's what she wanted. I am too eager to help or to pity I think. And those are the emotions I despise.