Pretty and thin equates to win.

How dire. Facebook gives insights into other's lives, and it's simply so depressing. A girl that's vacuous and hateful gets a first, another that's simply vacuous and beautiful gets Rada recalls. I don't know. I wonder if it's because I'm uglier and fatter, or if it's because I'm simply worse; and decide that the latter is far more terrible, because if I'm ugly and fat there's nothing I can do, or, there is something... either way, it's not intrinsic criticism. But if it's because I'm not good enough, because I've not got stage presence or talent, then that's infinitely worse. Terrible, really, either way.