Sunday, 2 November 2008

Charity is giving to oneself.

I might volunteer at christmas, just to escape the house.

I like volunteering. It makes me feel useful and that I'm doing something I want to do and being the person I want to be.

Lady of the House asked me to be part of a tableau today. I can't anymore. I can't be involved in drama that isn't absolutely what I want to do. It's destroying (melodramatic). It's not that I don't want to help, it's just that I want to be me as well. I can't compromise on this thing.

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