Ah, today I saw...

Lady of the House, and as usual, she was off campaigning. I made excuses and didn't go. I don't want to be of her causes, I want to be for her. She's lovely. I wish she'd let people be her friend instead of her ally; she gets mixed up over which is which, because of politics. There's no denying that people are unlikely to be friends with people holding extremely differing views, but people need to open their minds a little bit, I think. I want to be her friend, because I think she's wonderful, and cool.

I am seeing her tomorrow, Kindness. I like her a lot, and she's so shy in such strange ways. I was tired today, because of running about so much I suppose. I spend way too much time checking my tongue in the mirror. The sky is yours, so please don't please don't please don't. I'm so fickle, and fluid, never fixated at one point. I can't think about Mercury because thinking of her draws me to work, and what awaits Monday morning; evidence of my unprofessionalism, so I can't assimilate.

Kindness is pedantic and ridiculous about conflicts and things that don't really matter, eschewing things that do matter, and she is sometimes rude and grating. But she's safe. I think she's probably happy. I like to think of her being happy. As with anyone I fixate on, I think she's beautiful.

Today I walked 3 miles and bike rode about nine, or eight to ten. So I've burned off around 600 calories.

I ate:

2 pieces of bread and chocolate spread-200
A smoothie (orange juice, mango, ice and water)-100
a hot cross bun-200

500
a jacket potato-500
3 cubes of chocolate-100

1100
some pineapple-60
a slice of cheese-70
bread, cheese and tomatoes-180
a piece of cake-300

1700... but because of exercise, about 1100. That could be better, but could be worse.