Far over now

because I ate:

dinner- pasta and vegetables-400
biscuit and a teacake-120
some buttons-50
3 biscuits-210
a garibaldi-40

that is all... 850. Plus 1130, it's just under 2000, but I suppose tomorrow is another day. Lies to the world that I don't care when I do.

The play went alright, I suppose. I could do better. Is acting for me? Noone says it should be, and they would, I think. They'd want to say I was a good actress, but I don't know. I don't want people to think badly of me, but then I shouldn't care, it's my life.

I am feeling tired, and I would like to huddle into your shoulder, because you look soft and safe.