Sometimes I want to tell people the nice things others say about them to their face.

Just as noone ever says anything bad to your face, not many say the good things either. I was talking about a colleague with someone else today, and we were both saying how lovely she was, how interesting to talk to, how chatty and decent she was... and she'll probably never know we think that. We joked that we should make a card. There really are a lot of people at work that I like.

I was tired today, and it just wasn't as good as it should have been, I can't put my finger on why, because nothing actually went wrong... MC asked me something that I should have been listening to, and I felt like a child. I'm so worried that I haven't been doing my job properly, and there was a chance. The only thing that they might think I'm good at is listening or remembering things, so now they'll either think I'm stupid, or arrogant, or both. In truth, I am easily distracted. Ugh. I want them to think I'm cool, like I think they're cool.

I think that, at the beginning of the day, might have put me off. There are people who never mind being caught out or aren't ashamed of it, and those that remember and retain for ages. I'm the latter.

Today I ate:

two cadburys fingers and an oreo- 140
a baguette-450

600

orange juice-100
dates-50
raisins-100

850