Diaries.

Eating today:

1/4 a pizza-100
smoothie-290

300

flapjack-80
2 dates-20
sandwich- 1 slice bread, lettuce, tomatoes, cheese and salami-400
a biscuit-100#
marzipan-100

700

1000. I went on a seven or eight mile walk today, for a few hours. It was good. I love moving, going out and doing. It's ten to eight now- I woke up at two. I need to wake up far earlier. I am wearing a pair of jeans that used to be loose and now just fit. I am wanting to make them loose again.

I have ate a ridiculous amount of food, just because I've been inside and feeling upset about not being able to do anything with my life. It's all such a waste, the degree, the effort, everything, because I'm just generally useless.