Cycles.

I think I might actually have managed to stay under 1200 today. I made a list, knew I'd missed something- it was a smoothie, which was about 100, so it's OK.

I am listening to Like a Rose by Lucinda Williams, it makes me want to be near her. It's OK to feel good that's the way it should be.

She writes bad heartfelt poetry, but I like it nontheless. I like her. I drew posters today, one on the computer and two off it. It was only meant to be one but I got enthusiastic fast, and that meant more ideas than I could get down. Nothing looks as good as I imagined but I suppose that's OK. It's not really though.

It still looks ok but just not brilliant, I want the stuff to be brilliant. I suppose I want her to say I'm brilliant but she might not even see the stuff I've drawn.