Friday, 26 September 2008

I've been stupid.

Oh, stupid. It's such an appropriate word.

I don't know what to do now because you're not responding though you wouldn't have time to respond now anyway. Ugh.

Why do I care so much? You don't care about me this much, it's just not the way it works. Why? If you did something like this I don't know what I'd do. I've got a friend that always does the perfect thing on every occasion, it's not like she tries, she's just good at people. I wish I could be more like her. She'd know what to do, and she'd be perfect at this. She'd have handled it right from when the man asked me for my email address.

I'm not her. I overate tonight and she wouldn't feel like this, not about overeating. I have the wrong reactions and I say the wrong things, I'm wired up wrong.

I don't know what to do.

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