A let down.

Today I let down the Lady of the House. I let down my Mother, who thought she'd done better than teach me to be irresponsible and not ring back people offering me cleaning jobs. I let down the netball team.

I was having fun with friends. My brother teased me for what we were doing (making signs to hang on the canal by my house). I think he's an arse. It makes me sad.

I'm sadder that I let these people down.

Mum told me that someone she works with thinks I'm lovely and incandescent with energy and just a cool person.

That's nice.

Here's my eating today:

a kitkat-107
1/4 a jacket potato-100
a bowl of bran flakes and raisins-250

457

chicken rogan josh with a little bit of veg and a little naan and some rice-600

a kitkat-107
a hot chocolate-40
tsp ice cream-40

887

added together is 1344.

I can deal with that just about though I haven't done any exercise apart from a little tiny walk.